Day 13
The infinite burns with an inferno of dark fire. Its heat, warming the possibility held within formlessness and void, felt by souls residing within its embers. A rolling sea of vibrating soundless words yet to be spoken. Giant steps toward the beginning of forever and never. A voice speaks. Sleeper awakens.
It was only a dream. Am I in the opening of a soul's eyes to a realm of dreams?
Slept maybe 5 hours last night. It's a bit better than some other nights. I'm hoping the magnesium will kick in and return my sleep to the way it used to be.
I awoke from my left hand going wacky and the right applauding its silliness. I'm not having a very good morning. Hope I snap out of it. I have a doctor's appointment this morning, to see about getting blood tests and a referral to a movement disorder specialist. Then I need to go into the city. There I will pick up a copy of the neurology report before Rock Steady class. When I finish that, I need to stop by the store. It's a long drive, but I think I am gaining a lot by attending the boxing/support group sessions.
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It is almost time to go. I got a package from PPMI - a smell test. I'll do it tonight, probably. The Indiana University called about doing a genetic test.
Well, I guess it is time to get ready to go. ... To go - an action.
The actions of an individual can affect the galaxy. The inaction of an individual freezes the flow. The death of one person is the death of a universe, a universe dwelling within a galaxy even while holding within it a myriad of galaxies and myriads of angelic beings.
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I had to pick up a report at the neurologist. Went into the office and the receptionist had it waiting for me.
Walked out to the car and tried to unlock the door. The key wouldn't go in.
I thought to myself, "I must be using the wrong key."
Tried the other key. It went in but the lock would not move. Tried the other key. Again, it would not go in!
I was starting to get a bit concerned. How was I going to fix this situation? I was far from home and had no cash on me. About three minutes of trying to get my key to work, I noticed the backdoor. I tried to open it. Sadly, the door was locked.
"Wait a second! Since when does our car have four-doors?!"
Wow! I had been trying to get into someone else's car!
I look up and beside it was mine. "Oops!"
Getting into my car I thought, "I better get out of here quick. Someone probably saw me trying to get into that car. All I need is for a police officer to arrest me for attempting to get into the other car!"
Then a horrid thought came. Did this happen because of Parkinson's?
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Boxing was hard but really good. I enjoy the sense of community and the challenge.
I had a bit of a wakeup call. We were taking a break, to catch our breath and get a drink. I was just standing, and someone had to catch me, lest I fell. My left leg gave out. That hasn't happened to me in a long time - except for in the middle of the night, when I consistently stumble around as I get my feet. But here it was in the middle of the day, and I was wobbly.
The past couple of boxing sessions, I had helped others who had a momentary wobbly. Today was my turn. I had been feeling strong and then, without any warning, I found myself thankfully rescued from a fall.
Guess that is how it is - falls happen suddenly and without warning. Kind of reminds me what it's like falling in love or falling into the arms of God.
It was only a dream. Am I in the opening of a soul's eyes to a realm of dreams?
Slept maybe 5 hours last night. It's a bit better than some other nights. I'm hoping the magnesium will kick in and return my sleep to the way it used to be.
I awoke from my left hand going wacky and the right applauding its silliness. I'm not having a very good morning. Hope I snap out of it. I have a doctor's appointment this morning, to see about getting blood tests and a referral to a movement disorder specialist. Then I need to go into the city. There I will pick up a copy of the neurology report before Rock Steady class. When I finish that, I need to stop by the store. It's a long drive, but I think I am gaining a lot by attending the boxing/support group sessions.
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It is almost time to go. I got a package from PPMI - a smell test. I'll do it tonight, probably. The Indiana University called about doing a genetic test.
Well, I guess it is time to get ready to go. ... To go - an action.
The actions of an individual can affect the galaxy. The inaction of an individual freezes the flow. The death of one person is the death of a universe, a universe dwelling within a galaxy even while holding within it a myriad of galaxies and myriads of angelic beings.
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I had to pick up a report at the neurologist. Went into the office and the receptionist had it waiting for me.
Walked out to the car and tried to unlock the door. The key wouldn't go in.
I thought to myself, "I must be using the wrong key."
Tried the other key. It went in but the lock would not move. Tried the other key. Again, it would not go in!
I was starting to get a bit concerned. How was I going to fix this situation? I was far from home and had no cash on me. About three minutes of trying to get my key to work, I noticed the backdoor. I tried to open it. Sadly, the door was locked.
"Wait a second! Since when does our car have four-doors?!"
Wow! I had been trying to get into someone else's car!
I look up and beside it was mine. "Oops!"
Getting into my car I thought, "I better get out of here quick. Someone probably saw me trying to get into that car. All I need is for a police officer to arrest me for attempting to get into the other car!"
Then a horrid thought came. Did this happen because of Parkinson's?
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Boxing was hard but really good. I enjoy the sense of community and the challenge.
I had a bit of a wakeup call. We were taking a break, to catch our breath and get a drink. I was just standing, and someone had to catch me, lest I fell. My left leg gave out. That hasn't happened to me in a long time - except for in the middle of the night, when I consistently stumble around as I get my feet. But here it was in the middle of the day, and I was wobbly.
The past couple of boxing sessions, I had helped others who had a momentary wobbly. Today was my turn. I had been feeling strong and then, without any warning, I found myself thankfully rescued from a fall.
Guess that is how it is - falls happen suddenly and without warning. Kind of reminds me what it's like falling in love or falling into the arms of God.